somewhere over the rainbow;
Wednesday, September 29, 2004

im in a goodmood!!((: u noe why??:)) I DONT HAVE PIANO!!!!!!!ahaha!!but i just found out. stoopid mother.never tell me earlier.wahlao i go and chiong here chiong there to finish art and now it loooks like shit lah. wat crap. i bet i'll get very low coz MY DESIGNING IS LOUSY.or watever crap.

im helping shermainey+myself search for shortstories. hahas. some of them are so retarded.ohoho. omg. there's one story that's 20paragraphs and it's a shortstory -_- they noe how to differentiate wan anot. aiyoh.

skl was okay today. except that during science i had a stomachache. or watever lah. i felt queasy. and that was one of the reasons why i didnt wanna stay back lah. and i needed to practise piano.or at least i thought i did. grr. waste my time.

in the morning i spent quality time with my darling!!!!:D it's not an infatuation okay. i can't help it if i have grown fond of the adidaspullover right? ohoho. i just realized pullover has the word LOVER inside. hahas. isnt that a wonderful observatoin. im talking shit. but ANYWAY..tts not my point.oh wait. i'll come back soon. wait for mee!!:)

to be continued.

okay!im back!!((: i went off to eat justnow. im growing. i need to eat.hahas. actually im not growing. bahh:(

anyway had erm.chinese first!((: she's so weird. she gave us that letter thingy to fill up like how would we noe wat words she use?mine's like TOTALLY DIFFERENT FROM HERS but it means the same lorhx?]

then had pe!free to do watever we want. hahas. i still havent learnt how to play badminton. played with shermainey first. then later played with gelatineeee smelly michelle and lalaflower!((: hahas. at least i learnt how to serve? i think>?hahas

then had freeperiod!so hot. meiji chocolates!!:D

then had home econs!((: mrschoo is back!!:D yay. i just realized that she's actually VERY VERY NICE!!compared to some other people. got back home econs. and i got higher than her!!:))

anyway had recess next. was let out late. sorry shermainey+jamie!we hurry up ate and did the stupid flash. omg. i hv no idea why flash is niiiiiice to some people. it's like YUCKS!hahas. shermainey did everything for me.

THANKS SHERMAINEY!:D

then next. did that plant growing thing. mine is wrong? but NEVERMIND!

science!wapiang. the horrible science thingy i copy until my hand wanna rot already lorhx. hahas. and then erm.. skl was over!((:

i watched wqyl while doing art. my mom can't see wat im drawing!our conv.

me: ehh look at this and tell me wat it looks like ok

mom: okay. that blue thing is it a watch?

me: NO-_- it's a persons face!!!!!

her: huuuh. but look like watch lehx?


wahlao. insult my art!!!!but i dun really care. i dont have artistic talent anyway. i only have hidden artistic talent!:D hahas. yay!!ode to life later!!i shall go nap at 9something and wake up at about 1. like yesterday liddat. i need stress to push me to do homework and study. eoy's are in barely 5days. :S

ADIDAS WOMANNNNN!!!!!!!!!heh. there's also a future adidas womannn. hahas. and you noe who it is? yes!it's the idiot sitting behind me!the one who loves going tuo diao tuo diao tuo diao dunnowatdunnowat.. lalala. and it's also the one who owns my darling! i wish wish wish it was mine!:(( but it's not. oh well!at least she lets me hug it for a few seconds. thanks idiot!:D

i shall give shoutouts today since im in a lovely mood!!

shermainey

heyy!:D hahas. how does that eagle at the bus stop look like? not that im v. interested to noe or anything but...it's fun to noe.hahas. i havent found ur short story yet coz for the past few minutes all i've been doing is look at the CREATE NEW POST PAGE!:)) hahas. but dont worry!i'll find u urs.im on a new shortstory page. hopefully it's more effective. hahas. anywayy art tmr. sigh. 2 more days.
adidas womannnnn!

jamie

hey idiot!((: i actually thank you for owning the pullover. hahas. see. the last paragraph is dedicated to you.hahas. arent you touched? anyway im talking shit. but erm..what did i wanna say arhx. i can't really rmb? but..ohyeah i remember!! you ought to sleep more you noe. nocturnal animals very poor thing wan!!they dunno wats happening to them in the day. hahas.anywayy cya jammy!:D

cowie

hi cowiee!((: sat with you today.hahas. anywayy i find this extremely amusing
minggy
caoyuuu. i cant really imagine you shopping. hmm. you dont look like the kind. oh well study hard (: and trigo sucks
copy and paste from doodle board wan. all i wanna say is that i can't imagine you shopping too? butttttt.. shopping is nicee!so go and shop lorhx. im not making much sense here. hahas. but anywayy. byee!

oh yeah. elyssaaa!!why you never come today? hahas. did you eat too much or did you pon skl again.hahas.

i wanna go shit. byee!

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Y

5:44 PM

Tuesday, September 28, 2004

im pissed. >:(

so shit. argh. i feel weird. i blog early in the afternoon. bahh. and the endofyears are in 6days. and i havent even done anything. i shall be motivated and study science and geog today. oh and read rollofthunderhearmycry. yupp.

4more marks. i should have gotten 4more marks. if i did then i would have gotten higher marks:(( oh well. science isn't my best subject so it's okay! i managed to get at least 60percent for every test that i've gotten back. its better than term3. oh well.

oh yes. today's elyssa's birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PERV!!:))


today was a sleepyyyy day. i was trying to study geog on the bus but when i opened the book i started falling asleep. and in the end i fell asleep. but it wasnt a nice sleep. it was too bumpy.

then got to school. i think im too fat:(( jamie was sleeping and her shoes were sticking out and i had to squeeze past. like i couldnt fit through lah. then everyone else who walked past just walked. i dont like. grr

had lit first. lit was farnieeee. i like that thingy we were using. i forgot wat it's called already but it's niceeee!!u can see the wrinkles on ur hand. haha.

then had math. did centre of rotation or smth liddat. my arc were always either too small or too big.

had geog next. the font was enormous. hahas. i could do the paper lah. hugged val's cushion!((: i love her cushion. whenever i do tests and i have her cushion i seem to do quitewell most of the time. heh. so i must like it. i do like it. it's just that i prefer a particular darkblueadidaspullover. but apparently i will disintegrate it.i treat it so nicely how in the world will it disintegrate.

anyway then had recess. omeletteday!((: i love the omelette. yumyum!!drank peachtea today!!:))i forgot to bring my shouce down. gahh. then went up!studied abit of chinese. weitsinny is farnie.she wanted to go to the toilet with her shouce. and she asked me to go with her. hahas. she's crazy.oh and shermainey spilled curry on her blouse and shoe. hahas. i helped her clean partof the shoe. im nice!:D heh.

wat next. oh yeah the chinesse test. it was okay lah. just that i didnt understand the compre and that clozepassage thing .talking about dunno wat lao sao or smth. hahas.

had science next. got back science test. i did okay lah. went through the sciencemockpaper. and i came to a conclusion.

im dead for science.

anyway next was freeperiod!! TOILETT!!:D oh and mich's ear was bleeding. so eeky.

and then had history. msteo gave tips!((:

walked down with valandmich. sangee came to take the phone and she disappeared. then we saw serena, jamie, sam and dunnowho at the concourse. took 174. said bye to claireeeeee!hahas.

ahaha. val you smelly grassy! you can't fight with me for my darling#7 and ur darling#1!!:D hahas. you can have ur purple cushion. hahas. i'll be her friend!:D

and now im here.

my mood hasnt improved. gah.

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Y

2:34 PM

Monday, September 27, 2004

fwahh!!i have no idea why im online. :/ there are plenty of things i have to do!:((

1. study chinese
2. study geog.
3. study study study.

my life is getting boring. hahas. im getting neckaches! coz i always bend my head when i read or write or watever so my neck is gonna die. see how awful studying is. im still behind in art. i have to take time out to do that. grr

oh yes. and my cinderella picture isnt working!!!!:(( im gonna change layout soon if the picture still wont load the next time i blog. haha.

today was weird. okay. im like saying everysingleday at school is weird. this morning when i walked into class there was this brown-blackhaired monster sitting behind me. and it was so scary.oh well.at least she wasnt wearing glasses. if she wore glasses she'd have looked even scarier. haha.

shermainey is cutee!!:)) i sound like some biantai but I AM NOT A BIANTAI. haha.

im studying geog now. haha. oh well.im taking a break from studying. i hate studying. grr. and i dunno why but im still pissed at dunnowat and dunnowho. im just annoyed.

and some shit person went to hack into my sister's acct and started talking shit on msn. like wattheshit lah. that person is so immature-_-

anyway today before we went into the chapel i dunnowhy but i started laughing like shit.haha. we moved seats! hahas. me and shermainey managed to get the corner seat. then later we asked the whole row to move 2seats down so that buttybutt and weitsinny could sit too!:)) wapiang. the worship leaders sing one song sing so long.and they repeat the verse twice. haha. so weird. oh well. the keyboard was damn loud though.

then there was this weird thingy on methodism or watever. i like the word anglican! haha. i dunno why though.

then went for meeting!:)) 50dollars for annualcamp. so scary. hahas. well im going! i shall make the most of it and enjoy the weekend there. haha.

then had english!i love the articles i found. esp printerfriendlyversion link. i love that link. if you dont use that you have to print the whole site out. waste ink. haha. then i was the scribe and i wrote until xiao. then that XIAOMEI's writing so fuzzywuzzy cannot see wan.hahas. shermainey is XIAOMEIMEI. and there's a XIAOMEI. haha. im talking shit.

anyway then after that was lit.nooooooooooninaaaaaaaahhhhh!!i like lit!:)) wat a good student i am.hahas. im talking shit. anywayy..msgan's suddenly giving highermarks. is she trying to make us take lit? hahas. i wanna take lit! you can write crap and nothings wrong with it. ohoho.

then had recess!((: SEAWEEDCHICKEN+CHICKEN+COKE DAY! monday is a lovely day.hahas. shermainey ate less today.coz shes less piggy. hahas. then after we bought our second chicken we sat with jamie+mich+val+emelia+whoever. something happened. so horrid. but i think it's okay now. isit?

then had math. got back testpaper!!lalala. i didnt do better than cockroach. GRR. then did some weird ws tts totallllllly weird

had music!:) was sleeping during tt video thingy. wats so nice about that person and her voice. they sound weird. oh but tt long hair guy who plays joseph has boobs! hahas. they aren't muscles. okay. maybe they are. but his muscles arent that protruding.

went back to class early!then sat there and rotted! hahas. then after skl jamie got a letter from upstairs. upstairs heard and saw everything. i tell you it's fine. upstairs will still like you.she already loves you wat. so even if she now loves you less she'd still like you. right jammy? ohoho.

was at the toilet and ahmax went off without mee!!sorry ahmax! walked down with jamie+val+mich. jamie and val were going town. michelle walked down with me. hahas. how's ur corroded hand. is it better now? i'll erm pray for you. hahas. if ur nice to me i'd pray for you!

back to work!:((

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Y

5:22 PM

Sunday, September 26, 2004

blehhh!!today's such a boring day

i sat on the stupid chair for dunnohowmany hours studying. so irritating. i study study study but nothings going in!!!!>:( and then i started doing the math and science paper and i came to a conclusion.

my math+science suck

and that's sad!!!:(( it's dampening my ego. not that my math and science were excellent but it's so saddening!!i dont understand what they are asking. or myabe my vocabulary is just too lousy.

and im not in the mood to study.i have a feeling im gonna fail smth for eoy. tts bad. i wanna be happy. not moan over my laopok grades. grr. i hope i can sleep at 12am tonight. and i haven been watching tv. its just that i keep touching my phone and fiddling with it. it's my source of entertainment. which is probabbly why my message thingy is over already lah. i shall slowly waste it in the afternoons when my mom isnt around. then i'd pester her to hurry come back so that i can use her phone and help make her phone bill explode. how fun. -_-

i shouldnt be online and there's nothing to do online too. waitt. i just realized there's art to do.

im trying to imitate this really nice miro joan thingy. but it's not working and nobody can inteprete my art. tts so infuriating. grr

im in a bad mood now. this is so pissy. i also realized smth horrible. the closer it is to eoy the closer it is to the end of this year. that's sad!!!!!!

it's sad coz i love my class:)) but i used to hate it lah. heehee. like nobody i was close to was inside? and people who were in my class before even though i was close to them i wasn't super close to them. but of course by april i liked my class already lah. and now i love it.

minus the irritating people we have a perfect class. lalala. i sound too weird.

bahh. i guess i better go back to my homework now. byee!

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Y

5:20 PM

Saturday, September 25, 2004

lalala. today is such a sleepy day. should i stay up tonight? im super sleepy now. it's my third time napping today. and i havent even done anything except for sectionA of science and abit of geog. no chinese. i wanna get 15and above for geog test which is impossible since the highest i got this year was 14. and chinese iw anna get 80percent and above!((:

and my tagboard's abit the dead:'(

jamie wants to be in my entry so this shall be a very boring entry since it's about jamie tan. hahas.jkjk.

jamie
jamie is an idiot who sits behind me in class. she is one weirdo. she starts complaining that she dunno how to do this and that and then she calls my name and i turn around and she doesnt ask me the whateversheisdoing. tt is soweird lah.

anyway. she has a nice nose coz it's nice and sharp..not like a witch but it's a pretty nose. and then erm. she has big ears. so it means she's AHEM special.

oh. she has one of the loveliest dogs in the world. he is super shuai and he's called scruffy and he's my #7 darling. heehee. he damn shuai but i'll be content looking at him with the gate thingy between us coz he's quite scarry. i dont like scary dogs. haha.

ohyes!then she also has a nice darkblueadidas pullover which smells heavenly!!i hugged it on friday and on dunnowhen. i like it alot alot alot. and it's very obvious that i want her to gimme the pullover even though i never mention anything. okay. see i just told you i want ur pullover.

hahas. erm she likes alot of people. err. got alot lah. but i shall name a few. there's erm renfu shanwei shuwei julian and alot more. OH YES. that gardener. hahas. the hot gardener that delivered plants to her house.hahas.but she dun like ronaldo too. she dunno how to appreciate nice loooking people. grr.

and she winds me up when i talk to her coz im happily insulting her and suddenly she insults back!!!!:(( hahas. but i dun really care lah.she is still one big idiot. hahas. oh and shes scared of the toilet in her house. and she eats alot too. hahas. she still dare to say i eat alot.

oh yes. the last point is the most important one. jamie's a NOCTURNAL animal hahas. she's active at night. erm..not sexually active lah.hahas. oh no im thinking biantaily .hahas. she sleeps very little. where got people the next day got school stillc an be awake at 1am wan. so weird.

or maybe im the weird one.

//edited// jamie take very long to reply msgs coz the way she types is the no spelling wan. it's the A then she press number1 ONCE and B number1 twice. so she has a higher risk of getting cancer. so sad!!!!!:(( she's gonna die of cancer!!!! hahas. jkjk.im not cursing her.hahas. DONE!

oh.her birthday is in dunnohowmanydays lah. i'd start counting down on 1st april. eh.no need lah. my birthday more important.hahas.okay jamie!im done with this entry!

jamie is a big fat idiot smelly rotten apple full of white spots concentrated in different areas.

THE END.

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Y

4:46 PM

Friday, September 24, 2004

shermainey
shermainey wants to be in my entry hor. fine shermainey i shall grant u ur wish.

shermainey is my friend. she is erm shorter than me by a wee bit and she's way slimmer than me. when i stand behind her you can see my arms sticking out. we tried it before. yeah.

shermainey likes shanwei+renfu+yanxingshu. which also means her taste is totally different from mine from than the shanwei. she hates ronaldo. and it's a pity since ronaldo rocks. hahas. ronaldo is hot okay. and she doesnt like julian too. oh bytheway this reminds me of my letterwriting at tuition. i wrote a formal letter to julianhee and told him that im inviting him to be my special guest at my special event. anyway im digressing.

thanks shermainey for putting my name once in ur entry. hahas. erm. oh shermainey likes bunny and cowie. bunny is cute and it's HERS. and cowie. well cowie smells nice. but of course i prefer this particular darkblue adidas pullover with white stripes at the side that belongs to the IDIOT who sits behind me. it has a lovelier smell and i like hugging it. and smelling it. i forgot to tell that idiot that she should wash it more often so that the smell would ALWAYS BE THERE!((:

anyway im going high.hahas. OH YES. before i forget, shermainey likes to nap. she needs alot of sleep but she sleeps at 10. hahas. i used to sleep at 9. lalala. anyway then shermainey looks really cute when she sleeps esp this morning. she looked so sweet.and she complains that my blog takes forever to load so that also means she doesnt wanna come here and that means that she wont read this. SO i should change my layout. but i dont want!!!!!!:(( maybe i should remove some of the crap that i have.

oh. and shermainey is really cute!((: her appetite is as big as mine but on a particular monday her appetite was bigger than mine and it's scary. hahas.she loves coke.and the yummy malaystall chicken.oh and tuesday is curryday.

oh.and shermainey's birthday is on 21st september. and it's in 363 days and i can't wait. coz im gonna give her a nicer present next year.hahas. i hope i do.

then she wants hotpink underwear. hahas. i want limegreen!!!:D but where got sell.i want i want!!!:))

i think this shermainey entry is long enough.


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Y

10:00 PM


i dunno why my blog takes forever to load. hahas. i opened 3windows. and typed 3blog addresses. of course mine was first lah. then the other blogs load already mine still havent -_- so i decided to remove the unkymood thing. see whether its coz of unkymoods. if it isnt then i'll put it back. if it is then i dun like unkymood anymore!!:(( unkymoods are cute!

im sad!!:(( shermainey why arent u online!!i wanna tell you my plan!hahas.actually i have no plan. but i wanna talk to you!!!:(

anyway i took a nice nap just now!(: naps are nice. i was happily napping until prilaa replied my msg. u never reply before i sleep!!go and reply when im sleeping!!then the phone vibrated on the book and i jumped out of bed.so scary okay!!and after that i couldnt fall asleep!:(

and i got hungry. hahas.

school was okay today. how come some people liddat wan. they trying to get back at people isit. and in doing so u make other people sad as well.and u didnt even get to accomplish wat u wanted to do. and tts sad coz u made other people sad!

and still can talk shit after that. sigh.

i told shermainey that im gonna be nice today. hahas. no wait actually i didnt. hahas. my daddy burnt the electric pot today. the bottom of the pot is quite chaotah. hahas. monitor lizards are cute!((: hahas.

claire is an idiot. jamie is also an idiot. how come they can stick scotchtape on me and i dun even noe wan!!!!!claire said what she pulled my blouse and dunnowat and i didnt even feel. im not blur!!and i went to the toilet with the piece of scotchtape on me. grr. and then that milogang girl was staring at me weirdly. and i was like u stare at me for wat lah. grr. and i only found out when tang told me. -_- i feel maluated!!!!!!!!!!!

let me start from the beginning!had english first. did the cloze on the mule and that whoeveritis going to the church. then went through answers

then had math. i finished my math ws on graphs! eh no.it's motion geometry. that whateveritscalled lah.tried doing that pastyear paper but it was just TOO CHIM.

then had pe. pe was okay. except that soccer sucks lah.shermainey is better at soccer.

then had recess!DABEI COKE!:D shermainey!!TOdAY IS DABEI COKE DAY!hahas. i think im taking too much coke.must cut down.im addicted to coke again.

then had chinese. im sad!!i learnt my tingxie for more than 3hrs lorh.and i forgot the words!the maximum ican get is 15!!:( grr

then had cme. sigh. i only found out abou the scotchtape thing then.

wahh. since when did she traumatise you?! ohoho. i got traumatised by claire today. hahas. and i traumatise weitsinny everyday. haha.

then skl ended.ohyeah walked down with ahmax and jamie. jamie arhx were you gonna photocopy smth or watever. hahas. ican't rmb. anyway gelatineee!!i shall go help you go scout around for shuai ahpeks okay? hahas. i tell you cannot find wan. coz all ahpeks look like selang and biantais to me. haha.

anyway!!i think im done!((:

1hr4minutes more.

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Y

6:03 PM

Thursday, September 23, 2004

i just bathed:)) so i smell nice now.hahas. i wanna nap!:( but i can't get myself to sleep. so hot. today was okay.

oh today's wateveritscalled is on eagles. hahas. so gross. then went back to class.

had history. i wanna take half history!((: worldwar2!hahas. but i dun wanna take full geog. geog is boring. butneither do i wanna take full lit. msteo prayed for us. her prayer was so sweet!((: she pray until so strong. and she started crying too. and she has inspired me to take history. hahas.

then had mathtest. it wasnt that bad. i know how to do all the question except the last one. but i worked it out. i noe how weitsinny got her answer. i have to plus both my answers and then divide by two. hahas. stupid weitsinny's hair isn't nice to play with today. cannot fling up and down wan. haha.

then had english next. wapiang. it was another compre. the summary was crap. then had recess.sat with the same people. and diane told us smth gross. hahas.

anyway then had er.science! was happily doodling away. hahas

and then and then it was geog. it was okay lah. hahas.i like the cloud and rain thingy. hahas.

then had art. im irritated. how come nobody can inteprete my art wan!!!>:( so infuriating. can't they see it's a person crying?1 i see it perfectly. grr. had this weird spotcheck thingy for phones. bahh.

wat next. oh yeah. i kidnapped gelatine's bunny. hahas. but i dont have it with me. hahas. where is it ahmax?:)) i like jamie's adidaspullover!((: the smell is nicee

then had lunch. _______________________________________________________. sigh. ate currychicken and rice with omelette!:D and coke. im drinking too much coke.

erm. then wat did we do. oh yeah. saw diane and shiyou and brenda and charissa. yupp. jamie spilled coke on herself so she had to clean up and she had this big wet patch on the right side of her skirt and i had to stand on her right -_-

anywayy, another day is wasted. i need to do history. and geog. and science. and math and i desperately need to do chinese. i shall be good and hardworking and study really hard:)) and my motivation comes from ooo. i MUST MUST MUST do BETTER than her!:)) and not by a few marks. i must do better than her by ALOT ALOT OF MARKS.

yucks. those idiots downstairs are still singing some OOOLILAAAAA song. it's out of tune!!!!!!:X im so disgusted. yucks.

i shall nap now!and then watch odetolife while i eat. and then study!!!!((: must study for tingxie!:D

NAPTIME!:D

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Y

6:21 PM

Wednesday, September 22, 2004

oh no. i feel :/ now. the horrible korean noodles i ate for lunch just now was incredibly yummy. but i finished the super super spicy soup coz i didnt wanna waste 60cents! got egg wat.hahas. but i gave up in the end.

i seem to be becoming more vulgur. the word f_____ comes out of my mouth very easily now. i shall be holy and not say a single vulgur word from now until tomorrow night. and i shant bitch or gossip or be mean tomorrow.

and tts very hard. since im a mean person. gah. today was okay. hahas.

shermainey msged me and told me that she couldnt bring egg at 6.18am. i was gonna nap and then my pocket started vibrating. -_- hahas. then soon we reached skl.

lalala. looked at ahmax's home econs folio. omg. i like urs gelatinified squirrelly GELATINEEEEEEEEE! hahas. how can u like old ahpeks?! they are incredibly biantai and most of them are selangs. hahas.

CHINESE!!OUDEYANG!:D his nice song is stuck in my head now!!!

grr. my tummy hurts. stupid eliza. go and kick the ball until it hit my stomach!:(( painnn!anyway pe was weird. hahas. red pink yellow orange half the colours of the rainbow!:)) hahas. shermainey u noe wat im talking about right. hahas.

then supposed to have history after pe. and i didnt bring my book.and i started freaking out.since i didnt bring my book yesterday.but in the end didnt have history.bahh.

then had home econs. omg i like the bakedrice!((: it's so yummmified!:D i feel bad. hahas. im in the shepard's pie group and im saying i prefer the baked rice. :(

lalala.then had recess. drank coke and ate the crabthing!((:

then had computer. yucks. i hate flash. flash infuriates, annoys and irritates me. wait annoy and irritate are about the same right.hahas. then had science! FUJIAPPLE!:D

in the mood for shoutouts!

shermainey

help me with horrible flash!!((: 364more days!!:) so exciting. i can't wait. hahas. but the 59days one is more exciting to you.sigh. must help me okay!!yay. then i'll get u ur hotpink underwear soon. heh. howw!!i think im gonna die. my whole body feels odd. grr. anyway. while u countdown to 58days tomorrow i shall count down to 363days more!:D cya!!((:

jamie

idiot!next time can u not blog about wat i eat!now stupit claire noes and she spent 10minutes laughing at me. that idiot. and she was happily telling people. lalala. oh yeah i forgot to tell you that i have ur purplepen!the one i vandalized. the huaien pen. the purple pen shall be called huaien pen okay? hahas. have a nice day and dont die! cya!!((:

ahmax

BOO!((: hahas. arent u touched.u have a shoutieeee!:D hahas. did you find your greenified cloth in the end? wasit mouldy and smelly? hahas. how u make ur baked rice wan. i like i like!!it's yummyyy!:D lalala. dont go peeping at those ahpeks in ur condo and then go and hold lift door for them arhx!!and dont be too eager to let an ahpek come into ur house to wait coz he forgot to bring his keys!hhaas. funny. im talking shit. byee!:D

DONE!:))

i shall go off to practise piano. :'(

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Y

2:57 PM

Tuesday, September 21, 2004

MEIJI ROCKS!((:


lalala. it's raining!and it's cold!((:

anyway..

happy birthday shermainey!


hahas. ur 14! hahsa. isnt that wonderful. haha

today skl was FINE. i think. hahas. other than the fact that the horrific science test was such a killer. grr. i hope i dont fail. my goal for this term is to get at least 60percent for everything. and i really wanna do well for science. otherwise my tuitionteacher will be all ... haix.

i feel like buying the wuha thing for myself. then i can examine wilber's neck. see whether nice anot. didnt get a very good observation of his nice neck today.hahas. im proud of myself. i finished the bloody home econs in 2hrs .and im not done with the folio.

hahas. ate lunch with stooopidjammytan at about 4. so hungry. hahas. and my money got cheated by that jackandjill chips. like it's 50cents and so big and there's hardly anything inside -_-

oh.and went down late for recess!! EGG DAY:D haha. i love egg. hahas. then ate wedges. chinese was eeky. hahas. whenver i saw mgt's blackpatch i felt like laughing.and she kept on staring in my direction. coz like the people around me making alot of noise and i was making noise too. hhaas.

history was so scary. i forgot to bring my textbook. hahas. im so blur today. i forgot to bring geog textbook, chinese textbook and history book.see wat stress does to a person? hahas.

okay. i wasnt stressed. i was just feeling lazy. and i slept even earlier coz some bitch pissed me off like shit last night. im daoing her. grr. i dont care whether im mean. and i dont really care if u see this too. hmph. u think ur very perfect and nice urself meh. i tell you ur not any better than me.

anyway, school is getting weirder and weirder.and i think im getting weirder too. i get high in skl. which is so :X i only get high at home lorhx. hhaas.

gee. there's barely 13days left to finalyears. sigh. i feel unaccomplished. i shant sleep early tonight. i shall mug summore. grr

okay. i dont feel like blogging anymore.byee

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Y

6:01 PM

Monday, September 20, 2004

grr. stoopid tagboard is down. >:( i wanted to tag shermainey!!!and sing her an early happy birthday song on her board. STOOPID TAGBOARd. u spoil my plans. hahas.

i have no idea wat im doing online. i havent even studied for science yet.sigh. i shall blog a short entry for once. hahas. since im sleepy. like er. i had tuition. and it was :X so boring. i almost fell asleep. which is not good. hahas. i was yawning madly. it was aircon!! :)) i can't help it if aircon rooms are nice environment to sleep in. haha. im talking shit again.

anyway. shermainey!!!i doubt u'd ever see this but erm, i got u ur present! and i decided to be nice and not put in any thing with EAGLES inside. which reminds me!!ur hotpink braset that ur gonna buy can have a picture of an eagle!!hahas. tts a WONDERFUL PLAN. mine shall be plain. hhaas. LIME GREEENN!! i seem to like green nowadays. no more orange and pink craze?

hahas. anyway i think i shall go off now. i should study and be GUAI!((: hahas. oh yeah, thanks VALLYPOO + GELATINNNNNEEEE for taking the same bus as me:)) hahas. stoopid sangee's so farnie. an old woman was farting in her direction. HAHAS! tt is farnie.

byee!:))

Y

7:45 PM

Saturday, September 18, 2004

blehh!i shouldnt be online. i have a whole load of homework and the stoopid home econs folio waiting for me. eeks. im not sleeping tonight! hahas. hopefully i can. iwas complaining to my mom about how much work i have then she was like aiyah then dont sleep. -_-

today went for kayaking. it's FINALLY OVER!((: i hate kayaking. okay. maybe i dont hate kayking. but i DONT LIKE IT.

other than getting brown, there's nothing nice about it. you get smelly and fibreglassy and then after that your shorts harden while ur on the way home coz ur dad came late.

i looked like some idiot. coz my dad was the last to come.

and kayking was okay. i guess. i dunno. at least that lump of lard fdi didnt come today. celestine was saying maybe he got fired? hahas. or someone else said that. i can't remember. oh. and the vending machine there is nice!!:)) stoopid christine got the nicer coke can. i got the normal one. :(

hahas. charmain!!i like ur dovie shirt .hahas. dunnowat dunnowat so exciting blah blah blah ..SO DELIGHTING dunno wat dunno wat. hahas. funny!((:

anyway, i came home and i used the biggest plate i have in my house to eat lunch. hahas. it's fun to eat liddat!!and then u use a big fork and a big spoon and then u nibble the food off. hahas.

then erm. i decided to go nap. but before napping i msged ahmax and asked her about the homework. it's grusome. how come got so many things to do wan!!>:(

shermainey!!there's er. THREE DAYS MORE! hahas. ooha tomorrow! tts if i can steal some money from my mom. heh. im broke:(

oh okay. i have nothing else to say. oh yeah. gelatine!!i shall show you this.

i am not stupid.

happy now? hahas.

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Y

7:47 PM

Friday, September 17, 2004

today is _______. i have no idea why im not watching survivor. i wanna watch survivor. but erm. the attraction force pulling my to my darling computer is greater and stronger! i love you computer!((:

im going abit .. high. hahas. not high in the high way but high in the biantai way. how. hahas. i just realized how biantai authors are these days. actually they were always biantai. hahas. i happened to chance upon this weird book in my room. it doesnt seem to belong to me coz i dont think i read such ugly looking books. and then i opened it and i see two word. lengthening maleness. or smth liddat. which is so ____. where got DESCRIBE UNTIL LIDDAT WAN!!

tuition ended just now. then came home and watched the ties that bind!((: joannepeh cried!!:(( she cry until quite ugly lah. but nevermind!she's my idol!hahas. lalala. this is a crap entry okay. coz like erm, my sister is still asleep? and she was asleep at 6something?and she hasnt woken up?:/ so scary. she must be greatly deprived of sleep. coz i noe when i sleep she is still awake andwhen i wake up she is still asleep. hahas.

bahh!!!!!i feel confused. is somebody really SOMEBODY or is she a totally different person. bahh. where got people liddat wan? how come people can be like this here but like that there?

stoopid. oh man. i just realized that im quite stoopid. i dont usually see that people are saying something about me. it's like 10minutes later then i will suddenly be like wat the hell.u trying to insult me. but i only noe like 10minutes later?! i feel dumb. bleh.

ooh. i just realized i forgot to change my unky mood!(: oh okay. it's not working. no wonder my unkymood isnt there.

and my sister woke up and shes chasing me away. stoopid. u dont own the com. grr.

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Y

10:11 PM


lalala. naps are lovely((: i just woke up from my 3hr nap. anyway, i havent done anything constructive today. :( i had to take a nap coz i was too deprived of sleep. i was mugging yesterday. and im scared!!after reading some people's entries i feel as if i never even study at all!!!:X howww?

anyway i wanna watch survivor tonight!!((: and maybe after that i'd mug until i get sleepy.

and then tomorrow. im feeling bad!!i doubt i can cram anything inside my head tomorrow since im gonna be so tired. and brown. i shouldnt have napped!!:(

school was weird today. hahas. in the morning went up with shermainey to find her senior to return the umbrella and we saw her at the locker area. then erm. we went to class and we separated the paper in such a way that no paper would be wasted! ahh.the wonderful results of listening to mrslow's lessons. hahas.

then i wrote one question for that math thingy.

then went down. then came up.

then had english.did the cloze on cats. oh man. im gonna lead a long life!(: hahas. i touch my cat!!hahas. and then i cuddle her and i hug it and i do other stuff with it.

hahas. i sound like a biantai. im NOT A BIANTAI. then had math. kinda weird. dunno wat blow wind blow. like three little pigs the stoopid wolf liddat. hahas.

then had pe. yuck. dont like rugby. at least i managed to sit out!!

didnt drink dabei coke today. too fattening. i drank peach tea!and ate spaghetti!(: then ate wedges. so it was quite alot lah.

oops. alot is A LOT. not ALOT. hahas. seee. my english is improving!haha.

then had geog. it was okay. then had chinese. im never learning tingxie ever again.i confirm fail wan. me and claire were saying we better start studying today. hahas.

chinese was __. she had so many weird pictures. eeks.

cme was _________.

then walked down with shermainey and michelle. saw cowiee. and jaishree!!and charmain. yupp.and i came back and ate and i fell asleep after reading life.

nothing else to say

byeee..

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Y

6:31 PM

Thursday, September 16, 2004

wat crap!!there's an attraction pulling me towards my com!!grr. i thought i got over that attractive force already!!:S:S:S grr. i have no idea what im doing online. i shouldnt be online. i was online just now.

i just realized that im pretty lost in that rotation thingy. i cant see it.and like i draw this line that line and draw allllll the lines i still dont see anything. i have no spatial ability. or watever it's called.

i shall go nap later.and hopefully stay up and mug. i need to mug. must get higher marks than that IDIOT!!!>:( i better. stoopid copycat.

grr. i shall go change the links part. bye!

Y

6:52 PM


hey.shall make this quick.im supposed to be watching that crappy 4.30show on channel u. hahas. 2 people are needed to sit there otherwise the screen will be blur. hahas.

i feel accomplished.i finished 3chapters of geog so far. it's actually quite pathetic but at least i tried to study? im sleepy!then later i have to do math and do homework. ooh!!hopefully i can watch ode to life!!((: but i doubt:(

i need to mug.i just realized there's 18days more to finalyear. gee. the last time i counted it was 26days. how come 8days have gone by already arhx? :X

today was okay. studied history. then i lent jamie my colourpencils. see how nice i am:) and shermainey helped her colour. some people are just absolutely gross. yuck. so disgusting wan lorhx. eeyer. then summore so copycat. got no brain wan meh? oh wait. u have no brain. i forgot about that.

lalala. i shan't talk about people anymore. history was first period. then msteo wasnt around so mrsgoh or dunno who was there. she wore a winniethepooh jacket i think. she should have worn donald duck!!!:(

then we had a bit of free period.coz she left after that and mstang came late. we went through that weird worksheet.and i need to change my presentation of the answers. and i dont plan to. at least not until tmr. then i'll steal weitsinny's. hahas.

then had english. did some compre thingy. it was okay. then had recess!:D

ate from laksa stall coz malay stall's queue was too long. and i've been eating quite a bit of malay stall these days.hahas. sat with the usualpeople+claireying theyall.

drank peachtea!:)) i havent drank peach tea this week i think.at least i dont drink LEMONADE! hahas. lemonade sucks.

anyway. then had science next. science was er. okay lah. otherthan the fact that mrslow's tummy looks bigger? then had geog. geog was _____ too. oh crap. i just realized i didnt bring back my geogworkbook which isnt at home? so it shld be in skl. and i finally found my zebramarker!!!:D i love my zebra marker!!!!((: i feel lost without it. yay. then can vandalize val's greenboard summore!with inspirational things lah.and then after that i steal her board and she has no more board!

hahas. _____ likes fir. so gross.

i just realized how long i havent been online. 2 days. i wanna sign into msn!!but my sister wont let me. like hello? ur status is AWAY. and ur mugging. and only 3 people are online coz everyone else is mugging too. so sign out lah. but nooo. u refuse. grr.

my finger's itching to sign her out. but she might noe. so i better not. hahas. i noe!i'll say OOPS the connection died. hahas. and shermainey!!its oops. not opps. haha.

im sad!!!!my fingers are itching to type alot alot of hahas.OH YAY! i managed to persuade my sister to sign out after bugging her. hahas. whee.

oh. then had art! hahas. someone was moving around WEIRDLY. hahas. and i still cant decide on stormy or sadness. i think the scribbles that i drew on my paper are nice okay. it's called looking NATURAL. but only i noe how to appreciate it.

then erm. school ended!hahas. it was raining! so nice gelatine gave us a lift!((: GELATINNNNNEE!!i like ur daddy!:D he's nice. and ur car's nice too!(:

then sat 174 with charmain chessa and vanessa. and then tada. i got home. and im gonna do the heymath online test now.

byee!!((: SHERMAINEY I UPDATED!so if u read this and u dun tag i'll kill you with the chopper!and i wont kill sangee.hahas.

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Y

4:44 PM

Tuesday, September 14, 2004

wahh!i havent blogged for er. since saturday. so tt's 1 2. 2 days! i shall be really guai and finish researching for art and home econs. hahas. and i shall study hard for home econs!((: then hopefully i wont fail again. grr. i hate failing. bahh.

omg. today was _______. u can fill it with any word u want.hahas. VAL!!i like ur green board!((: it's so nicely decorated. all my inspirations up there! like
meijin loves cristiano ronaldo!((:

i shall put it in the centre so it stands out!hahas. stoopid shermainey!!how can u not tag just coz i didnt update. i was busy! hahas. actually im pretty free. i have nothing better to do.which is probably why i always have long entries? hahas. coz im filling crap!!

studied the chinese book on the bus today. i like the liangshanbo+zhuyingtai story!:D it's so sweet((: i love sweet stories!:D hahas. hahas. and then i fell asleep. im deprived of sleep!!!!:(( im always so sleepy!! bahh.and then i wont have energy to keep talking. hahas. shermainey!! ENERGY. haha. stoopid lah.

hmmm.then got to skl. lalala. and we went down really early coz we wanted to see if dead woman would be walking up. yes shermainey!!THAT ONE that one who was 5minutes late.hahas.

then wat did i do. er. oh yeah. then had to meet msjunetan after assembly. supposed to give her 1.50 but i havent.hahas. i have no coins how to give. anyway then got back to class and did the lit test

wahpiang. dunno wat kind of paper that is. i shant say what it's about coz some people havent taken. -looks protective. hahas. anyway, im in a highhh mood now! coz i found my INSPIRATION to study!which is also my DARTBOARD! i wanna go enlarge the picture and then poke needles!!heh. okayy. i shall be nice so i wont do that. i shall be nice and holy hahas.

then er. had math! i like that motion geometry thingy. hahas. all thanks to my wonderful tuition teacher!!((: i like her:D she's nice and pretty. heh heh. i only seem to like tuition teachers who are pretty. it's been liddat since last time. lalala.

then after that was pw! our essay got rejected so horrible!:(( she never even tell us then she was like is that how your essay looks like. GEE.

wahlao. why the stoopid cold storage catolouge so scarily long!!!>:( i look until my eyes wanna cry already. im tearing now. dunno why :'( sniff.

then had recess!((: TODAY IS CURRY DAY. CURRY DAY ROCKS.

omg. feminine care is the pad section. hahas. TAMPAX. and im on page64! :X no wonder my eyes are like exploding. grr

er. there are 123 PAGES ALTOGETHER?!!!!!!!!!!!! why can't they put rice in front!! rice is IMPORTANT!!!we cannot live without rice because it's our STAPLE FOOD.

anyway the chinese test was okay. but i got sleepy after that.hahas.then had er. wat did we have next. SCIENCE! okay. nothing much. just learnt about ecology and i learnt that im in love with claire's window hilighter!!:D window window!!

then had freeperiod!!!:)) i love freeperiod!!

then history. okay lah.hahas.then had lunch!CURRY!!!! ate chickencurryandrice with that stick thing.hahas.and OMELETTE!:Di love omelette!:D

then studied.did science.and me and shermainey studied history while that person was er. talking on the phone.hahas. ur name is that person and womannnn!!and EHH!! and oeii!!and you noe arhx.... and then i'll start talking. or else you can be pooopoo! hahas. u choose urself. got such a WIDEVARIETY!!:)

hahas.on page79 now. and it's on household cleaning. ARGH. if there's no rice im gonna not shop at cold storage anymore!!GO NTUC!((: hahas. ntuc is too cheenafied. they dont sell cheese dip. or wine.hahas.or gummies!:D

i'll try my luck at NTUC.hahas.YES! fairprice rocks! unlike some website that doesnt have a search thingy. or maybe i just didnt see. grr. okay!im never shopping at that coldstorage anymore.grr. made me tear!!my precious teardrop. hahas

i better stop talking shit!((: byee:D

oh yeah!!i can't wait to go taiwan now!!:D wat a change of my mind!!if ______will be there then _______will be there. and if the second _______is there then MAYBE _____will be there!!!and when the second and third blank people are there i will melt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!see the exclamation marks? heh. hahas.

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Y

5:11 PM

Saturday, September 11, 2004

i hope blogger's not down. argh.im dead tired. went to skl today at er. 7.15? or 7.20. around there larrs. hahas.

then we found out what we were doing for the game thingy. hahas. we are called game facilitators?!:/ how odd. hahas. then we went to fall in and stuff lah. i dunno wat it's called. forgot already. oh yeah, then saw val's green grass braces. hahas. and then we started grassing about. so she's the grass gardener who cuts herself, prilaa's the flower,weixin's the tree and im the chaotah monitor lizard! hahas. tiff is so horrid. she said i look like charcoal. im not black!! hahas. at least her fringe wasnt pushed upppppp today. hahas. so she didnt look bald.ohh. and apparently im a widower? :S hahas.

oh.and shes the dustmite. and nana's the dustbunny! hahas. how retarded. there were only 4people in our row.hahas. 2sec1s and 2sec2s.

we got spilt up. bah. it's always us. me and val went to the skylarks+swallows bus and then amanda+doreen went to the otherbus. oh. hannah went to our bus too. sat with celestine. u horrible naughty chaotah smelly lizard! ur so mean to _______. cannot cannot. so bad!!

then we got there!hahas. lucky er. rachel brought her mat. it's rachel right. sat on it! then i had to go off to do the game thingy. not nice wan!!that place is deprived of chairs. even though im standing in the middle of nowhere chairs can be built there wat.

and it was so hot. hahas. stupid sangee called me and she was like meijin!!are you station no.5? and im like -_- yeah. and she said where are you arhx? and she was like in front of me? :/ hahas. weirdo.

so hot. then it finally ended. lalala. i forgot to wait for kristi. i feel so bad now:(( ohwell. oh. then me and val swopped buses with amanda,doreen and weixin. and stoopid esther kept on finding the purple wateverthosesweetsarecalled and she ate them up!!:(

got back to skl and we had a meeting. yeah. then walked down with celestine. hmm. then saw i can't remember who, but got alot of people larrs. saw them walking down .they were gonna go kap. so hot they still go.

then i went to popular to buy pens and inkrefills coz my pens are all deprived of ink. yeah. then i was trying to find the chinese book thats gonna be tested on tuesday? and erm. i couldn't find it! called ahmax to ask her wat the thingy's called coz erm i dunno wat it's called. hahas.

im asking my mom to go sumwhere else to buy. if she cant find then i'll go to skl and buy.hope got.

i shall go nap first before i start studying for the 4tests next week. which is erm. in 3days. saturday sunday monday. :X

nites!:D

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Y

1:18 PM

Friday, September 10, 2004

i dont want i dont want!!-wails madly.

oh. tonight i shall be really holy. i shall be calm and peaceful. i shant be bitchy or gossipy and i shant be horrible. i shall become good.

lalala. today's a fabulous day!(: see shermainey. my vocab has improved! hahas. i shall try and use more vocabularized words. okay. i dont think theres such a word but nvm larrs. hahas.

anyway..im being fickle!!ahhh. how how how. i suddenly think _______'s good?! and that she's nice and fine and im starting to find her err. wonderful. okay. i shall tell myself that everyone is good in someway. yes. just that i see more of some peoples' bad side. yes. and that for some people i only see their good side coz i pretend i never see the evil horrid and scheming part of them.

but i dun like ______.not that much? she's loathesome&detestable. okay. i shant be that mean. i like shermainey!! hahas. -tries and act les and GRAB shermainey!! hahas. im getting a bit weird. hahas. oh nooo. i dont like her. she says im stoopid. im not stoopid.and even if i am stupit only I can tell myself that im stoopid.

okay. im talking shit -_-

i shall think about other stuff. buttybutt!! u idiot!!! lalala. hahas.

anyway, i just found out im supposed to go to skl tmr at 7.30am. that's SO EARLY!!! i dun miss school that much!!no wait. actually i do. as in the people inside. like my friends? hahas. oh and my seat!!((: i shall go visit class tmr!! shall go drag someone along!!:D who arhx.

if i go sleep at 10.30 which is in 5minutes i'll wake up at 6.30. tts only 8hrs of sleep. eep. i have to leave the house before the sun rises. hahas. im in a crappy mood now. hhaa.

this is another meaningless entry. bahh. i guess i shld go off now. byee.

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Y

10:06 PM


oh well. i decided to come online. yupp. at 8.36am in the morning. im attracted to my dear computer!:D i love my computerrrr! but then its not my computer. my computer just sits there and collect dust coz u cant do anything with it.

lalala. im hungry. theres nothing to eat at home. i shall start doing homework at 9am. thats if i can get myself to sit down.

oh.and my hair doesnt look as disgusting as yesterday((: and hopefully it never will again. :D

this entry is crap.

byee.

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Y

8:36 AM

Thursday, September 9, 2004

oh my effing shit.

argh. u bloody blogger.why did you eat up my entry?! i spent 15bloody minutes typing it out. watthe.

im pissed. im pissed at stoopid blogger and im pissed at myself. argh.

my entry was so nice and u just ate it up without saving it. stoopidblogger.

BLEH YOU BLOGGER!>:(

ARGH.anyway. im ohsodead. i have one whole pile of homework thats still untouched. and i cant believe im retyping this. list of stuff that i was supposed to do as typed in my previous entry

1.finish homework.
2.do 10pages of purple book.
3.finish studying for history and home econs.
4.do art.
5.CORRECTION: finish studying for chinese test+lit test

yes.and guess wat i've done. those that are striked out.argh. and here's a new list for tomorrow.

stuff to do
1. finish homework
[math ws,zhouji, litpoem+prose, art research+colouring, home econs rice+folio]
2. finish studying for tests
[lit,home econs, history, chinese book test]
3. study/ do assessments
[purplebook, 2chapters of science, geog and chinese]

argh. which means i will die. there's no way i can finish everything by tomorrow. and im not even sure whether thats all we have to do.thats the result of not copying down the list of homework before school ended.

and i feel like dying. seriously i wont mind dying now. argh. but dying's not good. i havent done anything constructive in my life. im crossing out that thought. i wanna die no no. im not gonna die. i will live through this.

and i hope blogger's working. if it works you see this, if it doesnt, then too bad.

i need a miracle to happen tomorrow.actualyl in short i hope alot of miracles will happen. number1: i pray that my hair would be less disgusting. like it already is disgusting enough but nowadays its even worse. number2:i need to finish everything. number3: oh. i hope that i can answer the questions my teacher asks about da vinci code tmr. and if ic an it's all thanks to sam:D

tts all for now. i cant be bothered to type it again. because some programme conked up and didnt even save my entry. argh.

i think i better go sleep now.and then i'll wake up at 6am tomorrow so that in 12hrs i can complete everything.and hopefully not die of exhaustion. but seriously i wont mind falling sick. no wait. tts wrong. i dun wanna be sick.

bah. bye.

oh yeah. i forgot to add. im gonna control myself.and im not coming online until monday afternoon or smth. i hope i can larrs. i love the internet to bits. but oh well. so if you see me online tell me to go off:D
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Y

10:27 PM


omg. i just realized how unconstructive i have been. i told myself i have to do work. and there's 3hrs before 7pm. and i havent done anything constructive. i havent even finished 5pages of math. urgh.

Y

3:55 PM


im blogging again!im doing my purple book now.and im chatting with buttybutt and ahmax. hahas. silly ahmax. her entrys' farniee. she just went off for lunch. and i started telling her the stuff that i have to do before i die.

hahas.i just MWAHhed her. i feel lesbo.hahas. lalala. im becoming weird. im doing the weirdest things. hahas.funnyyy.

how long does the postman take to mail me something from another part of singapore. does it take 2days? or 3days?! :/

oh apparently even though my status on msn is BUSY im like chatting away happily. hahas. and blogging happily.and im not even doing math. haha.

ahmax!!i like ur entry!!im copying it. thanks for letting me copy this part of it!:D

loving is knwing how andd when to let go of the things that you adore the most.

loving is knwing wen to give your most loved one euthanasia aldou you'd kill yourself knwing that youve killed the one you love the most.

loving is not blaming that someone fer killing your grannny or so. but instead, understanding that your granny's time was up, andd it was her time to leave. that, God loved her more than i or you did.

loving, is basically, something that shldnt be harmful. for if love did hurt emotionally, it is, andd nvr WILL BE love.
- gelatine!((:

oh oh. and if you wanna read her entry click here

that's so sweeet.i guess i'll never know how to love people properly. gee. oh well. i'll just love myself. :((

is loving someone painful?

or isit supposed to be happy and nice. i think loving someone is actually rather painful. coz u'll never know what that person will leave you, or betray you, or walk away from you without saying bye.

if loving was nice and happy, then there won't be hatred in this world would there. i think hatred only comes about after someone you love does something bad and evil to you. and u cant forgive that person for watever she does.

anyway, im digressing. hahas.i just realized i've been typing too much and im not doing math. hahas. wait.

i was just wondering something. why are some people such backstabbers? :/ it's so eeky. grr. and why do some people claim that that person is disgusting and eeky and all and watever crap but they end up being ohsonice to that person?! bahh. even im like that sometimes. and i hate myself when im like that.

but then again..isit because they dont wanna hurt that person's feelings? i dunno larrs. i mean. if i dun like you and im mean to you i will feel mean but like i wont really care? and if im nice to you i'll start thinking that actually that persons not that bad? but then again i'll think yucks. im becoming fake.

oh no.im confusing myself.so i shall strike it out and pretend i never typed that. i think i better go back to do math.

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Y

2:51 PM


oh yay!((: i could publish my entry!!((: i love blogger!!!:D

SHERMAINEY!!!!! [i.e.smellyrottenmouldyfungussybacteriainfestedginger =D]im NOT an example for you to talk about for people who arent excited. gee. and when did my name become so long!?:/

hahas.i just saw the trailer or watever it is called of the bachelorette. eeyer. that wateverhernameis has flabby arms!!!:/

okay. i woke up at 7.35am today. which is scary. was talking on the phone with buttybutt last night. and i read roll of thunder while talking to her. hahas. and then i realized something.i have exactly 4days more to do many things. i better list them down.
1. finish homework.and i only did like 1/20 of it.
2.study for all the tests. which er. i only did 1/8 as well.
3. finish up all the weird assignments like art and home econs and dunno wat
4. finish doing my assessments.

i just realized something.im dead dead dead. i havent done a single thing. i managed to study 3chapters of chinese which was ohsoboring. then i came online. heh. by 7pm tonight i hope to do all these
1.finish homework.
2.do 10pages of purple book.
3.finish studying for history and home econs.
4.do art.
5.CORRECTION: finish studying for chinese test+lit test

omg. i wanna die. argh. i shouldnt have wasted my time. ARGH. chinese test is the book -_- scare me for nothing. and then lit is unseen. SHERMAINEY!!u freaked me out u idiot!!!

i pray that i will be able to finish all that. sigh. i shouldnt be online actually. argh. i havent seen _______ online. does that mean shes slogging away? ahh!!if she is i better start doing more work!!

lalala. i heard something about _______. heh heh. but i shant say here larrs. oh man. im actually starting to freak out...and im hungry -_-

oh man. i better go read rollofthunderhearmycry. hahas. i like to type it out. it's nice and long. hahas. i must must must pass lit this time. and i must must must pass home econs.and i must get higher than wat i got for the previous history test. and i must must must pass all the tests we have next term well.so it can sort of help pull up my grades.and i also must do all the assignments to get more marks.

and i think im starting to sound scaryy. eeeeyer.gee. i better go off. byee!

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Y

11:56 AM

Wednesday, September 8, 2004

bleh!!stoopid blogger!!>:( grr. u refuse to publish my entry!!!:(( so mean! bah. anyway, let me retype.hahas. this morning's entry included the one i typed last night!!:(

today i woke up really early!((: like at 8 something -_- i feel abnormal. i slept at about 12? and i woke up at 8 something. tts very little sleep!! no wonder my eyebacks are popping out. bahh.

i managed to write 2sides of history notes today!((: and i managed to do a couple of pages more of home econs design brief. yay. and i practised piano for 3hrs and managed to watch tv for 2hrs. and i didnt get scolded by my piano teacher!((: which is excellent since she scolds me every week :(( hahas. gahh.i feel a lil' sense of accomplishment!((:

SHERMAINEY WHERE ARE YOU?! u said u might not come online. but it's only a might!!i havent seen `shermy for a longgggg time.hahas. did you miss me??:D:D:D heh. i sound so les. anyway, did you get me a gift?((: please say u did!!i wanna quiz you about the 5.30 show!! but ur not online. and u didnt blog either.

hahas. oh yeah, jamie u called me while i was bathing. i heard my phone ringing but i was shampooing my hair.so there was not way iwas gonna leave the toilet to answer the phone yeah? hahas.

tinggers. u piss me off when u talk to me online. gee. hahas. but i'll still talk to you.since im trying to get ur address so i cant stalk you!!:D

hahas. im highh highh highh!!((: but there's no nice proper human being online to share my highness with. bahh.

lalala. oh yay oh yay!!SHERMAINEY'S ONLINE!((: i feel a sense of happiness!:D but er. she's not replying? oh yay she just did!!:D EEKS. shes using bright blue font. eeyer. hahas.

there's nothing to blog about today!! oh yes. my dad is such a perv. when we watch tv he'll start saying that oh his butt is flat. got no butt wan. hahas. and im like o.O really? lemme go observe!hahas. and we discover that the guy really has no butt. which is actually quite poor thing lah. can u imagine wat would happen if he falls on his arse? :/

oh anyway, thanks sam!((: even though i've forgotten all the stuff u told me hopefully and miraculously i can remember them when my teacher starts asking questions okay?((: hahas. hurry up read more read more!! then u can feed me good and proper info everyday. i shall pop up online at 8am. hopefully ur online. hahas.

lalala. oh yeah.i cant wait for the ties that bind to start!!((: lalala.

hahas. i just used lalala twice in a paragraph. anyway, what rice grain do babies eat? it would probabbly choke and die after eating porridge from normal white rice right? i mean the rice grain is longgg. and the baby's throat is tiny? :X i dunno larrs.

i can't find anything that tells me what rice type babies eat.i just went to this webbie that talks about introducing ur baby to baby food. or smth.and there's an icon that says stages of pregnancy?!:/ wat does that have to do with babyfood.

im tired of blogging.byee.

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PRAY THAT I CAN PUBLISH MY ENTRY!!!

Y

8:03 PM

Tuesday, September 7, 2004

yay! second entry of the day.which means i can't come online at 5plus. hopefully my sister will be mugging or using the phone after 10!((: then my third entry can come in.hahas. whee.

i feel quite bouncy.hahas.i feel like playing with my little kid ball. i used to have a pink bouncy ball and i'd bounce it everyday!((: those were the days:D hahas. and then one day i lost my bouncy ball:((

i shall describe the enormous tree in front of my house. it's tall and sturdy with yellow flowers and when they fall it's really pretty coz it looks like a yellow shower!((: okay..somehow that doesnt make sense to me.hahas.

gee. im starting to feel a little stressed. i went to take a look at the streaming time table and it doesnt look very good. exactly 27 more days before 4th october. it's not a pretty thing. bahh. i can't believe it lorhx. i hate september. im always lazy.but im supposed to be mugging?

argh. and i seem to be using up all the energy from the food i eat. hahas. my tummy feels empty like 1hr after i eat.and i can eat again :/ and the problem is i dun even do anything strenous or active. which scares me. coz im very lazy? hahas. oh. maybe all the energy disappears when i sleep coz i need warmth! then it converts into heat energy. i learnt that at tuition yesterday.

and im waking up earlier and earlier when i sleep later and later. bahh.

i still can't find my bottle. my outerspacecup. it's so enormous but i dont see it. and i cant find my zebra marker. i think i better go find one before i die of disgust while using the japanese black marker which is oh so thick. and i need new pens. all my pens are deprived of ink. and i still need to buy the weird chinese book.i dont have it?:/

i just heard shes copycat hmmm.who does that refer to? who could it be? lalala. im in the mood for shoutouts.dunno why though.

shermainey hmm.might not see you online yeah?tell me about u and simo!((: hahas. and oh!how was garfield? he isnt as cute as donald duck but he's cute right?:D hahas.

elyssa omg. ur having diarrhea again! u okay anot. hahas. ur really weird u noe. hahas. who gets diarrhea twice in two months? hahas. ur farnieee! hahas. idiot! doubt you'd see this though.hahas.

ahmax dear gelatine!((: hahas. my entry's going screwy. hahas. im like typing one word on one line.hahas. anyway i dun use 10msgs a day. i use alot more than that. hahas. u arent dead yet larrs. gelatines have a lifespan of a couple of years u noe.hahas. farniee!!

cowiee hello!havent seen you online for quite long already. hahas.i miss my blue bottle! garfield rocks! ((: but donald duck rocks more. whee. hahas.

jaishree hello!! i dunno whether ur still pmsy. hahas. hope you're okay already yes? jaishreepoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!! hahas. little poopoo! hahas.

jamie heyy! u have my ian thorpe pen with you.hahas. im gonna buy more!((: then i can have one pen tt says meijin crushes on scruffy((:. hahas. im talking shit lah. anyway. er. happy week ahead!

shuwen hahas. i saw ur tag.but i dun see you online. where are you? hahas. how has your lesbianized life been. hahas. stop traumatizing normal people. hahas. jkjk. anyway, i heard ur closer to jaishree now. dont lesbianize on her otherwise i'll bite you when i find out.hahas.

sangee goo!dun be sad anymore!!u must be a shuai+happy satellite! hahas. actually i dunno whether ur still sad larrs. i dun seem to noe alot of stuff. but yupps. be happy!

mingy boo!i told you i'd give you a shoutout. so here it is! im gonna eat ice cream!adn im not jealous of ur fish heaven. hahas. coz im not a fish. hahas. stoopid mingymoo!!((:

tinggers hmph!!:(( i forgot about urs but im adding it now!!and ur so mean. i dun always forget about you!!! :( hahas. anyway. i wanna go stalk you!! gimme ur address then i can stalk you!! i only noe which avenue u live in.hahas. maybe i shld go knock on everysingledoor! ring every doorbell. then i can find you!((: hahas. im talking to you now snickers! snicker off!:D hahas. u stoopid eagleeee.


i can't remember who else to give shoutouts to.lalaal. when i remember i'd add more. anyway..i wanna go eat icecream!((:

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im stuck on the computer. im doing home econs!the rice thingy AND the design brief. i almost forgot about it until tinggers reminded me.shes gone for tuition. i've done 2pages!arent you proud of me tinggers?((: hahas. i decided to upload a picture of housefly so that i can get motivated. it's the housefly. the PIAKPIAK go and die housefly. not the housefly in school.i wont wanna upload a pic of her. gee. ARGH. the picture wont upload. so i found a cockroach one.

here it is

okay. the image refuses to appear.maybe i didnt do properly. :(( oh well. look at the sites urself.
housefly

cockroach

that's how horrible they are. PIAK PIAK PIAK!!! hahas. anyway i wasted one hour trying to figure out why the image wont pop up. wat a waste of my time. [[4.35pm]]
hahas. it's the prettiest housefly i could find. there was one which looked absolutely gruesome. hahas. anyway. i came to a conclusion. houseflies look quite ... o_O yeah. i shall show the housefly pic which was ohsoenormous to dear shermainey when she comes on.hahas. okay! this cockroach pic is the best i could find.hahas.i found one at stock exchange too.

im back to home econs. ta!((:
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Y

1:27 PM


bahh.i have no idea why im awake so early in the morning.i feel a sense of unaccomplishment. was supposed to study last night after going online.but i fell asleep after reading 3pages of history?:/

grr.i already wasted 4days. hahas.friday saturday sunday and monday.argh. so irritating. :X

oh yeah.has anyone seen my zebra marker?! i feel so lost without it!!!:(( i use the marker everyday.hahas.coz im adding new stuff to my calculator and blanco and everything and the zebramarker is the best!((:

hahas.luckily shermainey didnt call at 7am.i would have killed her. but my eyes were itchy.so i had to wake up to rub them.

im not in a study mood. i shall restrict myself to 3entries today.i shall come online 3 times. i pray pray pray that i can do that?((:

OH!and i just found out that amount of homework we have and it's scarrrry. :S
there's math ws, 2 lit ws, the chinese book thingy, zhouji, home econs design brief, the rice thingy, err.and i think there's smth else. oh yeah.study for all the tests. im still not very sure what tests we have. there's the chinesebooktest, history and home econs and is there lit? :/

i shall make today an accomplished day for me!((: hopefully larrs.i already dumped all the books and stuff that im gonna do for today.which means i have exactly 9hrs or so to do.tts if i dun get carried away and decide to go out?:/ or if i come online. bahh.

helpp!!!:(( i can't find my 1000ml outerspacecup!!i've looked up and down the house! i was using it last night.i drank from it before i actually slept? where is it where is it??!!!!!-wails!!!

i already ate breakfast..but why do i feel starved? :/ im becoming weird. anyway, i better go and fine my bottle!!:((

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Y

9:16 AM

Monday, September 6, 2004

grrr!!!i had to restart my com because i opened some crap shit thingy and now i lost my entry!!!>:( im NOT HIGH ANYMORE!!!>:( grrr. i lost my highness!!im supposed to feel NICE AND HIGH!!!bahh!!

anyway. i watched the 8pm show with shermainey inside!((: u were stoning spoilt garlic!!hahas. u were SOOOO CLOSE to that green colour school!!((: hahas.

then watched 9pm show!!!:D:D:D I LIKE JOANNEPEH!!((: she's cute!and pretty! and she's sweet!!((: she has nice hair, a nice nose and a nice mouth!!((: and she's so so so so nice!!:D i like i like!!but im not les okayy.i like her in the idol way!:D

she's my new idol!!!:D yay.i shall go watch the 9pm show every single day!!!((: and jacelyntay has a wonderfully pretty nose!!((: i like i like!!!!!!!((:

ooh.i think im going high again!!!hahas.oh. and taypinghui is such a jerk! stoopid ass. he's so quick to judge people around him but why doesnt he judge himself. he isnt that wonderful himself wat. yucks.

bahh.i copied part of shermainey's conv. over!and now it's lost:(( grr. stoopid! i was copying all the byebyes she said to mee. now it's lost lost lost!!stoopid programme. bahh.

oh.and i used up more than 20msgs today. i was supposed to use 10!!:( grr. nvm.there's always tmr!hahas. and 1/2 of them went to shermainey. we were talking shit.hahas. oh!!the pinkshirt guy with porcupined hair!and the yellow bikini with fats bobbing up and down like a boat!!hahas. how sick.

oh.have fun tmr shermainey!!with ur simooooo. hahas.and tell me about garfield!!:D

ah!i hope my voice is back to normal!!i drank two full cups from my 1000ml outerspacecup!((: i like it now!it's cuteeeee!!:D but it's so freaking bluee. hopefully i'll like blue abit more.hahas.

anyway, i shall pray that i'll actually start doing homework tomorrow. bahh. im gonna stay up tonight to do math. and shermainey!!i hope hope hope you dont really mean it when u say u wanna call me at 7am tomorrow?! i want my sleep!!:( even if i go sleep now there's no way i'll wake up at 7am. hahas.i shall pretend not to hear anything. i shall put it at silent mode without vibration!hahas.

fine fine.i shall be nice.hahas.

bahh.gee. was talking to sonia earlier today. she's so weird. everyone puts the alive flower in remembrance of the russia kids but she puts a dead flower?((: hahas.

i shall limit myself to 5msgs tmr. then i'll probabbly use twice the amount and then er. use 10?:/ i dunno larrs. hahas.i just realized i like blogging 3 times a day. it's nice. once in the morning, once in the afternoon and once at night! oh oops. i blogged 4times today!!((: hahas. im on a blogging spree? i dunno larrs.whenever my sister isn't using the com i wanna use lorhx.

lalala. i dun feel high anymore.im starting to feel sad:(( gee. im so weird. im high and then im not high anymore. bahh. i was high from 7.30 until 10.30. it's 9minutes after 10.30pm now. and im not high anymore.but i can't wait for tomorrow night!((: can see joanne again! lalala.

im getting sleepy. i wanna sleep.but im not in the mood to sleep. lalala. byee!!

ahh. before i go off..joannepeh rocks!!((:

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Y

10:21 PM


okok. this is gonna be a really really quick blog.coz i wanna watch shermainey on tv later!((: hahas. shall stalk her later!

hahas.just had tuition and im highh((: lalala. my tuition teacher made math fun fun fun. hahas.im going really really highh!!

so sorry shermainey!:( couldnt go online and i didnt reply ur msg too.coz i already used up 10msgs today.my goal is to use 10messages today. and only 10.hahas. but u can call me.((:

hahas.and u better watch the show later shermainey!!otherwise i'll kill you.hahas. but i can't see you.nvm i can go stalk you!!((:

oh yeah. jamie!!!!why did you write fiona rocks on my eraser?! it's bigger than other peoples names.hers was the first one i saw.i was using the eraser at tuition and i put it down on the table and i see FIONA ROCKS :) and im like.. okay.hahas. okok. she rocks..to you but not to me.and i shant say anything mean about her okay ((: im becoming nice and holy.i shant curse this week((:

okok.im changing my unky mood thingy now.hahas.

oh man ohman!!i feel like taking a picture of my 1000ml OUTERSPACECUP and putting it here!!((: hahas. where's the camera?i can't find:(( nvm.i shall take tmr!!

hahas.i can't believe im so so so so so highh now!!((: lalala. shall stay up real late tonight to do PROPERWORK.i pray that shermainey doesnt call me at 7am tmr. i need my beauty sleep.otherwise i'll look even uglier.and im already ugly enough.ahhas.

lalala.im high high highhhh!!((:

ooh.i shall let shermainey see my entry!!byeee!!:D

[[07.57pm!!!]]

Y

7:47 PM


im supposed to be online once today.hahas.but it's not working. im bored!!!:((

grr. so far i've read rollofthunder and wrote a bit of geog notes and read through history textbook and i already feel like dying. it's so boring!!!:( and my dads around this whole week. bahh.which means i can't talk on the phone. -wails!!!!

i hate you.i hate you.i hate you.i hate you.i hate you.i hate you. i hate you. i hate you.i hateyou.i hate you.i hate you.i hate you. ihate you.i hate you.i hate you. i so so so so so so so so so so hate you.

bahh.sometimes i wish you weren't even born. then maybe u wont piss me off all the time. grrrr. and stop treating me like your slave.im a human being just like you. not a slave you get it?! if u ask me to do something for you then stop asking me to hurry up coz im being NICE AND HELPING YOU!so stop asking me to hurry up or tell me that im slow!!!!!!>:( i feel better now.

i cant stand it.why are you so freaking nice 1/2 the time and such a freaking ass the other half!!!!!!!!!!!! can't you be nice to me for one day? one day. it's only one freaking day.

argh.im in a nice mood today.so i shan't bother to show you a black face.but tts only because i feel nice today and not because im nice to you. bleh.

i shall put in one of those nice unkymoods thingy.


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Y

1:31 PM


i can't believe it.im actually starting to think that the ugly blue 1000ml thingy on my table is pretty. eeyerr.

bahh. my voice is flat and monotonous now. :/

oh yucks. my stoopid neighbours son is crying. i can't stand it when he crys. even though he's oh so cute((: but his wails are >:(

hmm.he suddenly stopped? :X oh yeah.the grass cutter spoilt my day :(( evil grass cutter. i was watching tv!!and i can't put it at the loudest volume coz my sister is still asleep and somehow she can hear it.

okay.today i shall study geog+history+home econs! which is quite :/ i shall start writing notes for the later chapters. which is yucky.i hate writing notes. i'll get boredd.

and i shall limit myself to 10 messages today. i've been using too much. almost 30msgs a day. which isnt good.coz my thingy will go over?

oh well. omg. rach just tagged. there's only 28days left to streaming? :X i didnt noe!!! EEKS!

i want new flipflops!!!!!!:((

i better go off and study now.-_-



Y

11:12 AM

Sunday, September 5, 2004

grr. im having hiccups!!!>:( i drank water, held my breath and did everything to try and stop the hiccups.but it's still here. :/



my sister is plain weird. she's prancing about in the kimono she bought and she's not even here but she refuses to let me sign her out. like shes' AWAY.wat difference does it make lorhx.



hopefully after all the hiccups,my voice will become better.my throat is still as bleh. bahh.i tried to read roll of thunder hear my cry,but i almost died of boredom reading it.i guess i better stick to the da vinci code.since im supposed to read it for tuition anyway. bahh.



im hungry:( but there's no food at home.i have a sudden craving for tuna. but the tuna at home is disgusting. i like the heinz brand one((: it's yummy!



oh then after reading rollofthunderhearmycry i decided that i shld go read home econs. since im supposed to get full marks for the coming test.which is impossible lah.home econs is like -_-



ooh.my sister bought weird meiji chocolates!((: they are nice. i like the strawberry ones.hahas.oh and apparently ants are attracted to it.ahh.when i own the meiji company next time i'll make it even better!((:



ok.enough of dreaming.i think i better go help her kill ants?



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Y

11:01 PM


View From Heaven

I'm just so tired
Won't you sing me to sleep
And fly through my dreams
So I can hitch a ride with you tonight
And get away from this place
Have a new name and face
I just aint the same without you in my life
Late night drives, all alone in my car
I can't help but start
Singing lines from all our favorite songs
And melodies in the air
Singin life just ain't fair
Sometimes I still just can't believe you're gone
And I'm sure the view from heaven
Beats the hell out of mine here
And if we all believe in heaven,
Maybe we'll make it through one more year
Down here

Feel your fire,
When its cold in my heart
And things sorta start
Remindin' me of my last night with you
I only need one more day
Just one more chance to say
I wish that I had gone up with you too
And I'm sure the view from heaven
Beats the hell out of mine here
And if we all believe in heaven
Maybe we'll make it through one more year
Down here

You wont be comin' back
And I didn't get to say goodbye
I really wish I got to say goodbye
And I'm sure the view from heaven
Beats the hell out of mine here
And if we all believe in heaven
Maybe we'll make it through one more year
I hope that all is well in heaven
Cuz its all shot to hell down here
I hope that Ii find you in heaven
Cuz I'm so...
Lost without you down here
You wont be coming back
And I didn't get to say goodbye
I really wish I got to say gooooodbye

i love this song((: but of course this doesnt apply to everybody. esp not people who love attracting attention.



oh. shermainey is sick)): i told you ur not a fresh garlic already wat shermainey. hahas. ur spoilt. bahh.wont that make me very sick?coz im the smelly mouldy rotten bacteria fungi infested ginger. grr. my throat is darn itchy. i hate clearing my throat. coz i always feel worse after clearing my throat.



this sucks. i wasted 2days. ok.maybe it wasnt exactly wasted since i er. did math and science.hahas.and napped for a longg time.hahas.oh well.



oh.i forgot about it. my dad is so farnie. hahas. my mom asked him to help me buy another bottle coz my orange bottle's cap cracked? and he went there and he bought a bottle. he bought the round and fat kind. and it's blue and its capacity is like 1000ml. and they even dare to print on the bottle OUTER SPACE BOTTLE. outer space ur head lah. we're on earth now. not in outer space. dont tell me it can be used by astronauts?:/ i highly doubt so.



actually im really pleased about this week. i can nap more!((: and bathe more! but the stoopid shower is screwed. it heats up when its not supposed to.



ok.im trying to publish my template stuff coz i forgot to add in my darlings!((: got er 5 i think!((: Number1: cristiano ronaldo! number2: ianthorpe! number3: julianhee? number4: harrykewell!! number5: toro:D and last but not least my dear uncommunicatable deariex. my darling scruffy!i think i ought to be content to be er. separated from it by the door coz its scarrry :S



stoopid blogger!>:( i waited for 15minutes and u go THERE WERE ERRORS, grrr. im irritated. lalala.



oh. my thingy got published in like 5seconds. good blogger!



im sleepy.

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Y

7:37 PM


bahh.im still sleepy:( i slept so much yesterday but i still wanna sleep.i set my alarm at 10pm. and it rang at 10pm.and i pressed snooze.but it never rang?:/ and i was really sleepy.i napped twice yesterday.hahas.



i think im getting sick.my voice sounds bleh now.and i keep clearing my throat. and coughing. and other than my throat which hurts,i feel fine. i dun wanna be sick. yucks.



i was supposed to do math+science last night.but i never got to do it. i used to study at night.and now i dont study in the day but i get sleepy at night. i only managed to study abit.



blehhh.and i just realized how eeky some people can get.yuck yuck yuck.>:( cant they just mind their own business?:/ and they claim that they are ohsogood. its gross.



and i have no idea why i always take so so long before i discover that some idiot is really an idiot and not as good as i thought she was. like for ____ i took like 1 whole year to discover that what people told me about her is true.and i didnt believe them.and i felt like an idiot.and for * i took 4years to noe that shes gross. i always thought she was nice.and that she was her friend. and now im like err?!:/ there's still one more ass that i wont bother typing.



hahas.this is the most ridiculous sentence i've ever heard
oh no.i forgot to shave today!
gee.hahas.its really farnnieee.



im in the mood for shoutouts today. though i dunno why.



shermainey: hi shermainey!((: how was ur prayer request thingy? hahas. did u manage to get everyone to give the prayer requests to you?and oh oh..did you pray for me?!!!hahas. ohyeah, do u own this yellow hilighter?it's like yellow cover and black thingy.i found it in my rottingpencilcase but it's not mine?



jaishree: i doubt u'd see this since u already went offline lah.hahas. but dun be sad okies?((: erm.next time just dont bathe in the morning.then u wont get annoyed.bathe in the afternoon like me.or at night.hahas.yupps.



ting:hahas.u stoopid snickers.u explained the equation thingy to me already. but i still dun get it.hahas. but u just want a letter and chocolate from me right? hahas.u idiot-.- no need to er. come up with weird equations just coz of tt.hahas.



jamie: do u own a yellow hilighter?it has a yellow cover and black body? hahas. the hilighter is black but the cover is yellow. lalala.i found it in my pencilbox. might be urs lah.



ahmax: dun write sad entries anymore.u should write happy entries when ur sad. then when u read it u become happier.and not get even sadder. and ur not selfish. and u didnt use to be selfish too.((: take care gelatine!!:D



hmm.i think tts all.



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Y

11:57 AM

Saturday, September 4, 2004

hey! hahas. i sound as if im talking to myself. -_-



todays such a horrid day.ok.maybe it wasnt exactly horrid but the morning was real horrid. yucks.i hate today.noo.actually i hate all oral days.



now i noe why i felt so horrible yesterday.no wonder i was freaking out madly. argh. why must they include oral?!:/ bahh.



i dun wanna talk about oral.so like i went to the canteen and waited for shermainey. then er.she suddenly popped up.hahas. POPPED up.hahas.how farniee.



then we ate 3packets of corntos or watever u spell it.and then we were like are we waiting for jamie? when is she coming arhx? and she popped up out of nowhere too.hahas.then we went to her house. she called her hassan and he came.hahas.



then went to her house.whee. and i saw my beloved darling scruffy again!((: he's as shuai as ever okay.and i was nice to er. pigsy too!(: he's kinda cute.he looks so fatt and u just wanna hug him.but it's like NO WAY I WONT TOUCH DOGS. im separated by the gate from my darling scruffy!hahas.



we did some math.and er. we ate nice food for lunch.hahas.then er. did more math. and then when we went to eat again she went to let scruffy and pigsy in. pigsy is such a biantai.hahas.and me and shermainey screamed.hahas.stoopid shermy went to run. hahas.



then we went to her heartshaped pool as well.hahas.((: i like the pool!and we also went to look at the drain thingy.hahas.and then er. we were talking about people who shave their arms and legs. and about how _________ hates people who do that and how _____________ does that. hahas.



oh. and some people are just plain weird. are u sure people dont like you because of your character and not because ur like different from them?:S hahas. sqqqqwwwwweeeak. hahas. squirrels!lalala.they eat nuts!



oh!and we went on a toilet tour!i like the swimmingpool toilet!it's nice than the white toilets.hahas.



yawn.and to ________. i still feel mean.dun think about watever i said or did anymore okies?((:



by the way the _____s are all different people.cant u tell from the length of the ___?hahas. i dunno larrs.



im freaking bored.bahh.



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Y

6:49 PM

Friday, September 3, 2004

shermainey!!((: hahas. ur so cute!hahas. look at what she said.



shermy says:
eek



`shermy says:
garlic



`shermy says:
you like garfield



`shermy says:
:D



`shermy says:
cuz it sounds like garlic?



`shermy says:
and I"m garlic



shermy says:
i'm not spoilt



`shermy says:
i'm fres



`shermy says:
the young gralic



`shermy says:
you are the smelly mouldy rotten bacteria fungi infested ginger



gee.shermainey ur so cute!ok.im repeating myself.but it's darn farniee.hahas.

Y

6:16 PM


lalala.todays the last day of term3!but it doesnt feel like friday at all.bahh. i dun like fridays anymore.its always so draggyyyyy. :(



today was fine. at least it was better than yesterday and all the days of august.wat did we do todayy.



oh yeah!had to go for some weirdd meeting in the morning.and im in fellowship com and er. we have to plan games for the company outing-_- wats there to plan?:S



went up late. oh man.i love tiffany+kristi's fringee!!!((: it's pwetty.but tiff always does dunno wat to her fringe and make herself look bald.hahas.



english: did more oral. im scared scared scared for oral!!i hope i can fall asleep peacefully tonight.i always freak out during oral coz even though im always crapping i dun seem to be able to crap during oral!!!!



then had math. i think my calculator is screwed.i press the same equation twice and i get 2 different answers.and i check again.and i get the first answer.so i write down the first answer but it turns out that the answer is actually the second one. im almost done with that scary 4page 6questions worksheet!((: yay.hahas.



oh.then had pe. i think im gonna break out in pimples again!!!:( it just got a lil' bit better.the stoopid netball whacked into my face and twisted my glasses! i love my glasses!((: they are so pretty.hahas.and they look black even though they arent black.and now it's CROOKED!:(( i hate crooked glasses.u look like some blur toot who dunno how to wear glasses.and tts pathetic.but seriously.i dun really noe how to wear glasses.hahas.



hmm.then had recess!((: dabei coke shermainey!!today's DABEICOKE DAY!sat with the usual group. lalala.i only drank coke for recess coz like drinking coke is like eating 6 or 7 teaspoons of sugar.hahas.i used to think it was TABLESPOON.hahas. tablespoons are enorrrrrrmous.but i like my serving spoon at home!i use it to eat.hahas.im screwed.



then had geog. bahh.it was pw again.liked weitsin+buttybutt+huiming+sam's grp presentation. esp the floor plan and the design!they used sims!hahas.now i noe the wonders of sims!:D hahas. then after that was elyssa+jamie+val but i didnt really understand their ppt.was sleepy.hahas.at least i noe there are social, school and family problems in alice's life right?and there's EXCLUSION.hahas.i heard that word so many times.and all the continuation of dunnowatdunnowat.hahas.



ate up part of chinese!and she made it sound as if we took up 1whole period-_- like she still managed to get us to do that weird zuowen and her shenci. i wrote crap.hahas. i talked abt this eeky eeky person who lived in my block and her parents and my parents are friends and they are really nice except her.and i only played with her coz i was trying to please my mom.obviously my story is fake lah. i would nvr do anything with anybody eeky unless i have no choice.and tt doesnt mean pleasing my mom.i'll just give u a blackface and i'll make sure u shuddup.



hmm.does that remind me of someone?:S i dunno.hahas.bahh. and im getting all pmsy again!!!i hate pmsing.so irri.like lastmonth my pmsiness was already bad enough. and the problem now is that im not even having my thing how to pms?! i think im going abnormal.



then had cme.and jamie wrote green stuff on my worksheet coz she thought it was hers. i think i told her that the worksheet was mine?hahas. and apparently all the pens that i cant use they all can use.which is unfair. :/



then skl ended!argh.there's oral tmr!!im freaking out lorhx.now that i think about it, i shld have wanted msng to call me to talk.then maybe i wont be freaking out now.



ate the soft cookies with ahmax!hope we dun get diarrhea yeah gelatine?((: poledance! hahas. walked down with stoopidgelatine!



im feeling eeky again. i dun even noe why im feeling eeky. nothing happened today wat. everyone was normal to me. i think. actually everything was preetty normal. but i feel made use of. bahh. but nobody even make use of me today wat! i noe somebody usually does. but shes getting slightly better i think. at least i can communicate with her without feeling o.O now. i dunno larrs. all i noe is that things between us will never be the same yes? and i hate it when people act all fake and make use of me! they suddenly become oh so nice it's scaring me. but nobody did that to me today i thinkk..and im taking forever to type this entry. gahh.



there are approximately 19hrs more to oral? i shall think of nicer stuff. like er. 78 days more to taiwan? :S tts supposed to excite me but i dun feel anything. and having one week of holidays next week means staying up and sleeping in!and more tv and more studying. and it also means i'll be bathing 3 or 4 times a day coz i'll be really hot. but neither is this making me happier.



i better go read the stuff msng wrote about oral. i shall go memorize it in case i get some eeky mental block tmr. tmr: somebody and someone? yesyes? actually im not that sure. i think no. then i think again. yes. no. yes no yes no. i dunno. by the way can someone tell me wat homework we have during the holidays? i have no idea. tag or msg me or smth.thanks!(:



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Y

3:10 PM

Thursday, September 2, 2004

hey. just got back home.have to hurry up blog before my sister finish reading her book.lalala.



today was on the bus napping.when suddenly my phone started vibrating.so scary. and it was kinda loud?hahas.and i always only get msgs when im like opposite school.



saw elyssa while walking up!(: hahas. then went to put my phone.and jamie came.



hmm.then wat did i do arhx.i can't rmb. anyway.then walked down.and prilaa's hand is uber long.she stand behind me and she can reach to straighten the collar of the person in front.tts just SCARY.



hahas. anyway.then had history. i like the sculture part.hahas. farniee!hahas. and then had er. math after that.i spent 1hr doing 4questions for the stoopid angle of elevation and depression. and you know wat? we didnt even have to do -_- i dun care.im not gonna continue.hahas.



then we had english. just did some oral thingy.i was like please please please dont call me.hahas.and she didnt ((:



had recess!!CURRY DAY!!but malay stall sold chicken briyani instead. and there are no more NUGGETS:( im sad.nuggets are yummy!hahas. jamie came too.and shermainey was such a pig.hahas. no wait.actually she wasnt since she ate the same amount as me and im not a pig!



then had geog.shermainey's group presented.hahas.nice!i like the videos. dear gelatine was uber farniee!((: hahas. and SOMEBODY could be related to depression right shermainey?(: hahas.



oh oh oh!!i think i suffer from depression.i sleep and eat weirdly now.hahas. i sleep less and eat more.hahas. OH NO. how.hhaas.



then had art.bahh!!we couldnt go com.lab.but at least i managed to pass my letters to louisa!hahas. letter #1 amd 2!((:



oh..then wat else arhx.oh yeah art!hahas. didd the colour wheel.i love my colour wheel!!:D



then went for the math thingy.lalala. i knoww how to do the questions!then stayed back to study with shermainey+jamietan. hahas. i said hi to her friend called ashley and the cousin.hahas.the nice cousin hor jamie? (: hahas



but i didnt do anything constructive while i was there.and i finally realized how dao i have been this year.bahh.i dun bother saying hi to people from other classes.they look too dao.anyway..i think i look quite dao sometimes.hahas.



then err.wat happened arh.oh yeah.then went up to class to take jamie's wallet which was dumped in dunnowhere.hahas.then after that went toilet!!omg.and then at the ceramics room something beeeeeeeeeeegggg happened!hahas.



oh.then shermainey's mom was there.so she left.then jamie's hassan came.and she left too.then after that was my turn!hahas.



oh. jamie did you tell scruffy that i love him and i miss him?((: and tell the pigsy he's a nice dog.



which reminds me.i think my cat is lovesick.lately there's this enormous grey cat which my neighbour owns.and that cat keeps on looking for my cat!!and they even nosed each other through the gate.they were separated by the gate.and they started meowing really loudly.and that was the day my dear sister came into my room at 7.38am and started singing.



my cat looks sad. but also quite poor thing lah.can u imagine living all ur life without having somebody whos of ur own kind to love you? :S hahas. no wait. actually my cat attracts alot of other cats. it's too chio lah.hahas. which reminds me of SOMEBODY. yucks.hahas.



lalala.somebody wasnt that disgusting today.except that what shermainey told me about somebody was EEKY.hahas.hahas. and somebody else said HI to somebody. hahas. isnt it obvious who u are the other SOMEBODY.hahas.



oh.and i decided.i shall be nice to __ and the other other somebody. ok. maybe i wont be nice.but i'll be neutral and not be affected by watever lah. coz i think that im already being mean to the somebody in the previous paragraph.oh no.im confusing myself.bahh.



im taking forever to type this entry.bahh. im sad!!:( my progress report sucks. i noe it's my own fault i've been so slacky this term. but term3'salways so slacky and boring!! gahh. i shall use HER as an inspiration to study.shermainey+jamie u better do that too!!lalala.and i shall prove that im smarter than her.



lalala.im getting bored.hahas.byee!!!



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Y

5:22 PM

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